For Guru Dutt’s Birthday, My Pyaasa Review

I really should write a 101 on Guru Dutt, or at least review Kaagaz Ke Phool, but right now I just don’t feel like it. If I get the urge, I will. I do want to mark his birthday SOMEHOW though, so here is my Pyaasa review.

I do like writing things that people read.  Writing is so sad when you feel like there is no purpose to it, like it isn’t changing anyone’s life.  Like you are howling into emptiness.  But on the other hand, can you compromise in order to be heard?  After a certain point, are you heard at all if you are compromised?  Are you still you?  This is an awfully big question for my little blog, but it is what I weigh in the balance when I decide if I should bother doing a post on Dr. Kotnis, even though it is a clear influence on Tubelight and an important film to discuss, or if I should write about Bajrangi Bhaijaan, something everyone can relate to.  And that’s when I think of Pyaasa.

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I think of Pyaasa about two or three times a day, I have ever since I first watched it 3 years ago. Sometimes it’s a memory of a moment of beauty that flashes through my head and I find myself just sort of looking into space for a moment, not seeing what’s in front of me, because I am seeing Guru Dutt’s vision instead.  Sometimes it is an inspiration, a moment when I think “what if I did this?  Like in Pyaasa, when Guru started the story over here, and ended it here.”  But often it is a moral question.  It seems funny to think of a movie giving me moral guidance, but it does.  Should I be working on my blog while I am at work?  Should I respond to this commentator or let it go?  Should I approve this sermon topic for my church?  Should I donate money to a homeless shelter or give it directly to this man on the street?

If all of that doesn’t make sense to you, that’s just because you haven’t seen the movie yet.  When I was in college, my desi roommate came back from a weekend at home once, this would have been freshman year, and she couldn’t wait to tell me about this amazing movie her parents had shown her.  It was about this guy, he was a poet, but his girlfriend broke up with him.  But she married a publisher, and the publisher humiliated the poet.  And then he died, but not really.  And then he ended up with the girl.  No, not the married one,  this other girl.  This girl really appreciated his poetry.  Frankly, when my roommate told me about it, it sounded like the strangest movie ever.  But what stuck in my mind was the way she talked about it, like she was all lit up from the inside just remembering it.

A few years later, there was a friend of a friend I met, a middle-aged woman with a background in art history.  I was hanging out with her and my friend and we were exchanging youtube videos (all of us were interested in Indian films).  But the first thing she insisted on showing us was this song from this movie she had just watched.  There is this homeless man, and he is also a poet.  And this prostitute, but she is the only one who appreciates his poetry.  But he doesn’t know it, he thinks no one appreciates what he does.  And then this prostitute, see, she is singing his poems, using them to entice him because she thinks he is a client.  And he is only following her because he hears his own words.  But what this woman who was playing the youtube video wanted to show us was the light, the way the light kind of followed the woman as she sang, the way the shadow went with the man.  On a tiny little fuzzy youtube video, I couldn’t really see everything she was talking about.  But there was one moment that really stuck with me, a little frame of film when Waheedaji looks back over her shoulder with this enticing smile, which isn’t quite flirty and isn’t quite innocent.  And the light is coming down on her face from above in such a way that it looks like it is shining out of her.

Guru Dutt grew up before film, before electricity even in the town where his family lived.  But his sister remembers, when they were little, he used to set up the lantern and use his hands to create fantastic shapes in the shadows, and use the shadows to tell stories.  He grew up, and moved away, and joined a dance troupe, Uddhav Shankar’s group that was reinventing modern dance combined with traditional Indian dance forms.  Guru was with them for a brief while, and then got a job at Prabhat films.  He started as a choreographer, but migrated towards directing.

Guru was always about art over artist.  Which makes it hard to know what art was “his” and what wasn’t.  He produced, he acted, and he directed. Officially, he only directed a few times.  And there is a certain touch to his films, those fantastic shapes and stories in light and shadow, which will burst through.  Which means even when he wasn’t supposed to be the director, you will see it, and you will know that Guru took control, just for a moment, and gave us this beauty.

But Pyaasa is unquestionably his.  Directed by Guru, produced by Guru, starring Guru.  It was written by someone else, two someones.  Abrar Alvi wrote the script, along with several other classic films.  And Sahir Ludhianvi, Indian film’s greatest poet, wrote the songs.  Wrote the soul of the film, really.  It’s a movie about a poet, we have to believe in his poems.

Speaking of poetry, I didn’t mean to get so crazy and poetic about the introduction to this post.  See, this is why I avoid writing about the classics!  They make me lose my mind a little.  The last one I did, Guide, that was 3 separate posts (plus another for the book) and the first one didn’t even get into the film.  Writing about Sangam, I spent a couple paragraphs just thinking about the loneliness of genius.  But, that’s what great art does, right?  It makes the creator mad, but it makes the audience a little mad too.  Makes your mind open up and let in the air and all kinds of things end up swirling around inside your skull.

The problem with Pyaasa is that if you start with the plot, it sounds terrible.  Because it’s not about the plot, it’s about the moments.  But I will try to give you the plot, just so you have a loose framework for the moments.


The plot is what my roommate told me back in college, more or less.  It’s the kind of plot that isn’t really a “plot”, it’s more about a person moving through time and space and experiencing things and being changed.  Not the sort of beginning-middle-end stuff we are used to.

Guru is that person, but Waheedaji is too a little bit.  And so is everyone else, they are all on their own journeys.  But mostly it is Guru and Waheedaji coming to meet him while he moves to meet her.

We start kind of in the middle.  Guru returns to his family home, where only his mother is pleased to see him.  His greedy brothers and sister-in-law can’t stand that he has a college education and just sits around writing all day.  Guru has taken to leaving, wandering the streets or staying at friends, in order to get out of this toxic environment.  But he is still slightly tethered to it, this is where he has left his poems.

Only to learn, at the opening of the film, that when he left this last time, his family went into his room and took the poetry and sold it for scrap paper.  His art and mind and gift to the world had literally no value to them.  The paper itself is what they sold, not the words he had added to it.

This snaps the last chord tying Guru to this life, and the rest of the film is his journey as he tries to find a new destiny.  It’s kind of a pilgrimage, kind of a trial.  He has to survive it and learn form it and let it change him, and at the end he will come to a purer understanding of his place in the world.

His journey takes him to a lot of different places in a way that doesn’t make sense if you try to write it out in chronological order.  Because life isn’t in chronological order!  I mean, you don’t go from “I met this person, they gave me a job, I lost a job, I met another person.”  You go from “I met this person, I met that person, I got in a fight, I got a job from the first person, I fell in love with the second person” and so on.

Like I mentioned, early on he meets the person who will end up being the destination of his journey, prostitute/street walker Waheeda.  Waheeda doesn’t really fall into your usual categories of prostitutes on film.  She isn’t the elegant high priced Tawaif type.  But she also isn’t the miserable abused locked up type.  She works because she needs money and needs the work.  She doesn’t much like her job (who does?).  But it doesn’t define her, and it doesn’t trap her.  She is more than that.

This was Guru Dutt’s audience.  Now, today, he is all fancy and high class and respected.  But when his movies were being released, he was looked down on.  The “common people” liked his films, so they must not be very good.  Because common people are just, you know, common.  They can’t possibly have hopes and dreams and desires like the fancy educated English speaking types do.

And this was also Guru’s audience in character in this film.  His high class family and friends can’t appreciate what he is trying to say.  But this prostitute finds a poem on scrap paper the servant of the brothel has bought, and rushes out to buy up the rest of it, and memorizes his poems.  Because she finds comfort in them.

It’s not just Waheedaji.  Johnny Walker is there too, a street corner barber who sings a song Guru wrote for him to entice costumers.  Because there is no shame in using your poetic gifts to serve this cheerful lowly fellow, not if he can appreciate them.  There is something meta here, because of course this cheerful song about being a barber was written in real life by Sudhir Ludhianvi, arguably India’s greatest living poet at that time.  But he had no problem writing the lyrics for a song about head massages, not if it would serve to amuse people.

These are the lighter sides of Guru’s need to serve people, the lowly but mostly happy people that he just wants to make happier.  But the brilliance of the film comes by how it layers that happy view of “people are essentially good” with the bitterness of “the world is essentially diseased”.  Which is what makes Guru the person, and Guru the character, so heartbreaking.  He cares so much for people, that inner glow in his films, that isn’t coming from statues of Gods or historic monuments, it is coming from within humanity itself, all of humanity.  But at the same time, he sees how that glow is being killed and rotted and can feel it every time a light is snapped out.

Which brings me to “Jinhen Naaz Hai Hind Par”.  Remember, this film came out while the afterglow of Independence was still the prevailing mood.  India was great, India was growing, India was all better, all its problems were solved.  But Sudhir Ludhianvi didn’t see it that way (this is a sequence were it is the words that are driving it forward, and the visuals just follow along behind, so I am giving credit to Sudhir).  He is calling out the hypocrisy of India, forcing us all to look at the people who were left behind before and are still left behind now.  Reminding us that this is India too, not just the triumphal Independence Day parades and poetic speeches.  And that India fails as a nation so long as even a single citizen lives in misery.

What Guru’s character, and this film, is struggling with through out is how to hate the world, but love the people living in it.  There is one character in particular who symbolizes this struggle, his college girlfriend, Mala Sinha.  He loved her in college days.  He loves her still, meeting her with her rich publisher husband.  But he also hates her.  Not then, but now.  Hates her for the hypocrisies and cruelties she puts up with in her world, hates her for the way she sees these cruelties and yet does not move to stop them.  He loves her for what she is, and was, but hates her for the world she is willing to live in now.

Waheedaji’s character is the opposite of Mala Sinha’s.  Mala has let herself fall.  But Waheeda is trying to pull herself up.  Not because prostitution is a “sin” or she is a broken woman.  But because that is what humanity should do, never be satisfied with the everyday, always strive for the perfect.  Waheeda’s few meetings with Guru, and the words that only she has been able to appreciate, speed her on that path.  That was his purpose, his true purpose, to help bring people up, and Waheeda is his greatest triumph.

And in order to see the results of his life, his triumphs and failures on this journey, we have to see what happens when he is gone, who carries on and who forgets?

Sullivan’s Travels is another one of those hidden gems of a film.  Popular at the time, but not necessarily critically highly regarded.  Turned into a cult classic in the years since, as have most of Preston Sturges’ films.  The Coen Brothers in particular, their vision of what film could and should be, it is straight from Sturges, and Sullivan’s Travels.  Which is why they named one of their own films in it’s honor, “Oh Brother Where Art Thou“.

Sullivan’s Travels has two conflicting messages as to the purpose of film, only they don’t really conflict.  The main story is that a Hollywood director, born into wealth and now fabulously wealthy, famous for making silly comedies, who wants to make a dark depressing movie called “Oh Brother Where Art Thou”.  He wants to show the struggles of the underclass, make the audience care about them.  But his producer tells him they won’t make any money off of it, he doesn’t understand that audience, people just want happy movies.  His valet and his chauffeur (actual members of the underclass) agree.  But the director is determined, so he decides to go on the road for a week, living as a hobo, and return having the experience to back up his argument.

It’s a Sturges movie, so there are great characters, and hilarious dialogue and situations and all that.  But this whole amusing opening with jokes about Hollywood lifestyles and so on is just to get us to the point he wants to make.  Our hero gets lost on the road.  And his shoes, which held his emergency ID cards and cash, are stolen.  He ends up trapped in this life that he was trying to escape.  And meanwhile, back in Hollywood, he is presumed dead.  We get to see who mourns him and who doesn’t care.  But what really matters is what happens to him on his journey at this point.  This is no longer an “experiment” or an “adventure” for him, he has truly become one of those hobos of the road.  And, like many of them, he is arrested for a minor offense and thrown in a work camp.  Working all day, being punished by being locked in a hotbox when he fails, it is a life of misery and torture.  Until one night the workers are allowed to see a movie, a hilarious cartoon.  And our hero laughs and laughs and laughs and finally understands.  Art isn’t there to “teach” people about their problems, they already know their problems.  It is about giving them a path out.

There is one huge plot point shared between Sullivan’s Travels and this film, that our hero is presumed dead through a misunderstanding related to the ID in his clothing.  It is so big, that I kind of would have to acknowledge it no matter what.  But it’s not just this central plot point they share, the two films share a similar attitude towards Art.  It’s there to comfort people, to help them survive in and make sense of this world.  And the Artist has to fully understand it, and then he can be at peace.

In Sullivan’s Travels, our hero had one half of the answer.  He knew that his art should be out in the world, doing good for the people who suffered the most.  But he didn’t know what kind of art that should be to best help them.  In Pyaasa, Guru has the other half, that his art should be what it is, beauty and funny sometimes, touching other times.  But he didn’t know who his art should be for.  His family, his ex-girlfriend, the wealthy publisher?  He looked in all these places for appreciation, and was never able to find it.  Both heroes had to erase themselves from the situation, to see a world in which only their art remained, not themselves, before they could find their answer.

And thus Guru Dutt in Pyaasa “dies”.  His wealthy friend who he was staying with, his ex-girlfriend, the publisher, his brothers, none of them really care, not in the right way.  There are only two people who truly care, Waheedaji, who is determined that though he may be gone, she will continue on and make sure his voice is heard.  She gets his poems published, and asks nothing in return.  Unlike his family, who leap in to enjoy the profits.  And his old friend, who struggles to dig up more poetry.  And his publisher, who in his life forced him to sing for entertainment at a party, and now is dedicating statues and making mournful speeches about his death.

None of these people really want Guru and none of them really want his art, because the two are the same in the end.  Guru has been taken to an insane asylum, his family is called for, and they refuse to recognize him.  Choosing to maintain the profits of their “dead poet” rather than saving their living brother.  When Guru finally escapes and appears at a function in honor of the “dead” poet to declare his identity, his fans reject his art in anger.  They did not really love it, they only loved it because it had become acceptable to him through his death.

Guru escapes from the asylum with the assistance of lowly street barber Johnny Walker.  And the only person who reacts with joy and follows him into the street when he reappears to claim his art is Waheedaji.  His art, and himself, were not for the upperclasses, the ones who published his book and bought it and claimed to understand it.  It is the Waheedas and the Johnny Walkers of the world that he should accept as his audience, as the purpose of his art, to raise them up and to help them.

And that is our “happy” ending.  He rejects the world and leaves it, choosing instead to walk the roads of India finding his audience where he can.  And Waheeda joins him, he is no longer along on this quest.  And she is no longer alone either, cut off from the light she desires.

The title of the movie, “Pyaasa”, means “thirst” or “thirsty”.  And the simple interpretation is that it refers to Guru’s thirst for meaning, hope, beauty, love, all of that.  And sure, it could be.  But I think it has a larger meaning, I think it means the thirst we all feel for art, the thirst that Guru can solve within others, and within the world.

And this film, itself, solves that thirst.  That’s what I kept seeing in people when they talked about this film, Guru had somehow poured the light of his genius into them, filling them up.  And that’s what I still feel within myself, I haven’t watched this film again since the first time I saw it, but I don’t need to.  I am still full up, full to bursting, with everything he gave me.

7 thoughts on “For Guru Dutt’s Birthday, My Pyaasa Review

  1. So, this is beautiful.

    Pyaasa is one of those movies I’ve always loved. Not just the story, but everything culminates to subtly make it rise above the summary we usually hear. The music, the actors, Guru Dutt definitely knew what he was doing.

    Also! Yes, you are so right! I have the same thoughts when I try to pen something down, especially with the advent of social media. Does anyone care? And if nobody cares, what is the point of writing it? Is it worth to change yourself to be heard?

    (With the last question, weirdly Karan Johar comes to mind. He produces “lowbrow” movies, the masalas, the over-the-top shenanigans like SOTY or KKHH etc. But he also produces “highbrow” movies like Raazi and stays away from them publicly so as not to taint them with the ‘Johar’ brand.)

    So what is interesting is that Waheeda almost seems like an add on in this movie, more so in the end as she accompanies him. She’s also that wonderful mix of a traditional “sell-out” (by being a prostitute) and someone aspiring towards the magic of life (through poetry), which is why so many of us see ourselves in her.

    In fact, almost all the characters feel like us at different stages of life.
    Guru Dutt is a child who follows that all-or-nothing approach, Waheeda seems like a teenager or someone in her twenties, where you still have hope that you can effect change through your normal, everyday, job (something Mala may have thought of when marrying Rich Man, that she could influence him to bring beauty into the world). Then we have the rest. The “Adults”, who have given up and are out for themselves. We see that Guru is not happy and the Adults are not happy either. And we don’t want to be like them.

    Waheeda and Johnny are our happy middle grounds, bringing beauty to the world, one poem at a time. Not large gestures or statues or books, just a simple song, a simple head massage, one meaningful encounter. Waheeda’s encounters come from sex through her work, and she tries to spread some happiness that way. Johnny gives simple head massages. And the one encounter on which everything hinges, where those two would have attempted to bring happiness and beauty, we see Dutt’s family reject him. One meeting is maybe all it takes to be the difference between happiness and despair.

    And the movie shows us we can (and maybe should) aspire to be like Waheeda and Johnny. It’s similar to what all writers say: your life is made up of your days, which are made up of your moments.


    • Love the Johar comparison! Because that’s what Guru ended up doing in real life, after Kaagaz Ke Phool failed, he turned to writing/producing, removing his name as the director, so the work could stand on its own without the taint of him. The work was all that mattered, getting this beauty in the world to the audience, who cares who got the credit. Rather than compromising his vision for the save of success, he gave up personal success for the sake of his vision.

      It had not occurred to me to break the characters down by life stages, and that works beautifully, thank you. Could we also say that both Waheeda and Johnny might have turned into “Adults” of the tained selfish type if Guru’s poetry had not rescued them and turned them towards a purer happier life? We see that explicitly with Waheeda, climbing the steps to the Sita song as she thinks of Guru, turning away from the streets. I don’t think it is saying that she is evil because she is a prostitute, more that she is in danger of falling towards a life of misery and compromise and no beauty because of her job. Does that make sense? there is no moral judgement on sex work itself, only an awareness that it brings you to an ugly place in life. Guru doesn’t want people to become like him (that would be horrible, he’s miserable all the time), but just to stay a little bit purer than they have to be.

      I love your point that Waheeda almost feels like an add on. I think that is deliberate, usually this would be a story of the pure perfect lost love, the rich beautiful respectable woman. But this film says “wait, we always forget the other one, she is used by the narrative just as she is by the world, dismissed because she is lowly. We are going to say No to that. The afterthought prostitute is a human being and just as capable of love and sacrifice and companionship as the rich beautiful woman”.

      Along with everything else, the film has a nice message about relationships. Guru and Waheeda didn’t have a big love scene moment before the end. But she is the person who sincerely missed him, and who could appreciate his poetry. That’s enough to start a relationship. It doesn’t have to be love at first sight and a magical first kiss, it can be two people who think similarly going off hand in hand to travel together as long as they want to travel together.

      On Thu, Jul 9, 2020 at 10:47 AM dontcallitbollywood wrote:



  2. Whenever someone asks me why Indian films have to have songs, I want to show them Yeh Duniye Agar Mil Bhi Jaya To. I don’t, because it would entail hauling out my phone and searching for it and explaining what was going on and it probably wouldn’t work if the person didn’t watch the entire film. I don’t know how to explain it, but that moment which would be a speech in a western film, just has to be a song. I think it’s because in a speech he’d be explaining himself, but this is just a poetic cry of despair.

    And I agree, this is a movie that explaining the plot totally doesn’t do justice too. How could a movie with elements like mistaken identity be so emotionally resonant? It’s like the 1970 Khamoshi for me in that respect.


    • Yes! This movie has to have songs, and most of them aren’t the songs people picture in Indian films. They are poetry recitals set to music, with light and shadow and beauty.

      On Sun, Jul 12, 2020 at 3:55 AM dontcallitbollywood wrote:



  3. I am so happy you got around to reviewing this movie. It is such an amazing film. And the songs! I have nothing but superlatives. It is one of those movies that seem sad and depressing on paper but actually feel uplifting when I think about them. Arrival with Amy Adams is another one of those. Yeh Duniya Agar Mil BHi Jaaye Toh Kya Hai is a cry of hopelessness but in some ways it also is very liberating. At least, that is how it makes me feel. The world is not worth it anyways, so why not do what gives me satisfaction.

    Every shot in this movie is so beautifully framed and lighted. That scene where Guru Dutt is framed within the doorway is one of the iconic images of Indian cinema. I could have written that sentence without any context and most people who watch Hindi cinema regularly would know what image I am talking about even if they did not know the movie. I am not Christian and neither was Guru Dutt, but that is a very Christ-like image, isn’t it?

    I have also been thinking about this movie a lot lately because of the reaction among Hindi movie watchers to the death of Sushant Singh Rajput. Right now, he is being treated as the best actor and human being there ever was. I wonder why this realization happened only after his death and if he magically appeared would they still love him as much?

    PS: I look forward to your review of Kagaz Ke Phool


    • I have been thinking about Guru as well with Sushant Singh Rajput. First because this movie so clearly shows the way death erases all sins. I tend to get more anger when I am complimentary to a person than when I am critical. And then that person dies, and suddenly my compliments are what everyone is saying and the criticism is forgotten.

      Glad you liked the review!

      On Mon, Jul 13, 2020 at 6:49 AM dontcallitbollywood wrote:



  4. I saw Pyasaa long long ago and since then I have been experiencing a surge of sadness and melancholy remembering the storyline of the movie! It was a powerful moving though tagged as a big flop! I don’t say I liked it but I felt shaken by its tale of sadness and despair!


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